I’m so stressed I cannot even study.
Finals are here, and my most difficult classes have yet to come. I really don’t wanna fuck up all my hard work just because of all these stupid tests, because I promised myself I would do better this year and make up for last year. My GPA is on the line. I don’t think I could handle looking at my report card at the end of first semester and see something similar as last year’s. I’m seriously freaking out. I know I should be studying instead of typing this all out, but the thing is.. I don’t know how to study. It’s making me even more stressed because I don’t know how. I’m incapable of reviewing everything I have ever covered in my classes and it is soon going to bite me in the ass. I thought that I could handle this year, that this year would be easier; but it’s just like any other year. I don’t know how I did it freshman year, but last year I fucked up. I’m trying my best not to fuck up this year but I don’t have a studying strategy. My attention spam is minimal, and when I don’t understand something I just get so fed up and give up. Ugh, I really don’t know what to do with myself.